Would You?

The picture says it all. Would you stop loving him? Could you?

The Coal Cars

I was sitting at a train crossing today watching a freight train go by. All the cars were those open coal cars where you can see the coal mounded over the top. Watching them go by and listening to the sound of the wheels clacking on the tracks made me realize how close we are to our ancestors. As different as our world is today from 200 years ago, so many things haven't really changed. 200 years ago they used coal in their fireplaces. A hundred years later, they used coal to power the engines pulling the trains. Today, we use coal to make power. So, in a round about way, we are still using coal to heat our houses!

Dog Story

I sit here in tears after seeing a story about a dog. Her name is Ariel. She spent the last three years in a field, never allowing anyone to get close to her. Her first adopted mom had to move and another took over, coming every day to make sure she had food and was still alive. Last week she got trapped in the basement of a home under construction and animal control was able to catch her, finally. It took her only a couple of days to settle down and let people touch her and love her. Animal control got in touch with her first adopted mom to let her know that Ariel had finally been caught. She flew down from Idaho to get her and take her home. Ariel recognized her immediately. And I sit here bawling my eyes out!

End of Marriage

I've just come across some disturbing news on the internet. It seems James Dobson believes activist judges to be more powerful than God. He said so on CNN. You can read the whole letter he wrote here. But this is the excerpt I found to be interesting:

If the battle to protect marriage takes even five more years, liberal judges and activists will have destroyed this 5,000-year-old institution, which was designed by the Creator, Himself. Even now, they are close to achieving that coveted objective.

To get some other perspectives on the power of our judges check out Andrew Sullivan's blog and this other obscure blog Andrew links to.

For the record (and for those who may read this and not be familiar with my views), although I think that civil gay marriage should be allowed, I do not think any religious institution should be forced to recognize the validity of that marriage. After all, couples are married every day at court houses all across the nation and never seek spiritual recognition or blessing. That being said, our government has an obligation to extend to all of its citizens the same rights and priviledges. To do otherwise is government sanctioned discrimination. To allow civil gay marriage is the right thing to do. Any argument against such marriage with its foundation in religious belief should be ignored, because we are discussing "civil" marriage. If a church wishes to recognize these marriages, that would be gravy for the couple. But if not, it would be no different from the current stance of the Catholic Church, which doesn't recognize a marriage unless it has been blessed by a priest. Nuff Said!

Squirrels & Cats

I'm sitting on my front steps having a glass of wine. Very relaxing after a day at work. The squirrels are playing, chasing each other. One decided he should visit me. Ran all the way up the steps and stopped three steps down. He stood up on his hind legs as if to say, hello, what brings you out to play today? The he sat back down and just watched me for few minutes before scampering off to rejoin his playmates. The stray cats are playing in the street as well and they think the squirrels don't know they are there. They don't realize that as they crouch down to the ground preparing to pounce, the squirrels are communicating in sign language, warning each other of the pranksters about to engage them. And just as they pounce, sure they are catching their prey unaware, the squirrels run away, chattering to each other in what must be their version of our high five. While the cats pull up bewildered, wondering what has just happened.

A yellow jeep drove past that took me back several years to a time when life was confusing, yet becoming strangly comfortable. My friend and neighbor had a jeep like the one I just saw. I found myself in a memory of us in search of party music. Her and her partner, their roommate, and me. Top down. Radio turned up. I became honorary family that night. Little did the others know that I would soon be telling them that it wasn't just an honorary title. I was full fledged family. Every time I see a yellow jeep or hear John Denver sing "Thank God I'm a Country Boy", I think of that night.

My First Entry

I'm new to this medium of expressing myself. I don't know if I will pursue it religiously or if I'll post on a sporadic basis. I shall see as time passes.

I've found recently that what I thought had been the end of a long discovery process into myself was only the beginning. I find myself looking for purpose in my life. In this search for purpose, I've rediscovered the spiritual side of myself. I've become a confirmed Episcopalian after spending many years estranged from the Southern Baptist denomination.

I also am finding the joy of discovering a new city. I have recently moved from Atlanta, GA to St. Louis, MO as a result of a job transfer. Having spent my entire life in the south, I was apprehensive about the move, but I have fallen in love with my new city. I've found a small town which seems to be oblivious to the fact that it has become a city. So on any given night, I can find a concert in the park, walk to the local bar and have a beer with the neighbors, or just sit on my front steps and live.